distracted

i havent posted an actual POST in here in quite a while again... getting distracted with life in general i guess... but yall can read what i DO post in my low carb journal here:

http://www.lowcarbeating.com/bb/showthread.php?p=129114#post129114






i manage to post THERE almost daily..

so honeymoon got approved for disability... which i suppose is a good thing... but still ...it sounds so FINAL.. disabled.. yikes...
i still think of him as bigger than life.. a superhero who can do ANYTHING.. smart.. fun.. a mechanic GOD ...and the best friend i have had in 26 years..
when i met him i felt like i had known him forever after just one short date.. well what might be called a date... i guess i am just not DATE material..*L*
its hard to see things that he used to do SO effortlessly become hard...its hard to watch him tire so easily...
but.. i am the queen of denial... and so i go about MOST of my days in a delusional state of bliss... thinking that NOTHING will ever change..

im fine with that... *L*

heading toward a YEAR of low carbing in january...
whoa... whats THAT all about? kim actually setting a goal and MEETING it? huh UH.. no way..
yeah well... NEWS FLASH.. i dont think i will stop low carbing NEXT year either..
it makes me feel good... it makes me feel in control... and if there is ONE thing kimberly is ALL ABOUT..its CONTROL..*L*

i will have to stop writing now... later gang... seems KEITH URBAN is on... dear god in heaven... *L*