HAPPY NEW YEAR!

okay... so 2004 is over... good riddance.. wasnt all that great to begin with.*L*
its official... honeymoon is going to arizona to visit his termonally ill mom.. (thats a nice way of saying she is dying of colon and liver cancer) im not going to go down with him... this time. oh yeah.. there WILL be more times.. probably several..

i find myself stressing over him being gone.. out of range...not able to just drive right over if i need him...*L* ha! big deal... and just WHAT would i do if he was no longer around PERMANENTLY..
now THATS a scary thought...

so NOW winter has decided to come... snowing all nite long.*L* well DUH.. it goes without saying that the car will break down... the plumbing will break down... the water filtration will bug out...and i will have to PLOW or find someone to plow..
yeah... all that will PROBABLY happen the minute he gets on that plane... but ya knw what? i DO manage to make it on my own... ive done it before...

i just dont LIKE to...