hmmmm... havent posted for a couple days.... what have i been DOING that would interfere with this? well... let me see.. OH,,, honeymoon got confused about date of doctors appt... and it happened to be tuesday...(he wouldnt believe me... was walking out the door to go to work .... dressed for work.. had his work truck RUNNING... ) i had to drag him to the calendar first .. then to the fridge where the appt card was... THEN he realized that his appt was THAT tuesday.. and only 2 hours away...
i made arrangements for daughters transportation (dont even get me STARTED on this...) and went with him (its an hour drive BOTH ways to town...
well... of course they had NO good news there... no.. he WONT get any better.. no they DONT have anything else at this time they can do for him...*sigh*...
since when arent doctors GODS anymore..*L*... where is doctor welby when i need him..
so... we spent the rest of the day in town... ALONE (horrors! ) and had lunch.. (buffet.. cool... so many low carb choices!) and went to costco...
honeymoon got me a HUGE george forman grill that is stainless steel looking ... and cooks 4 HUGE burgers at one time..(fine.. we dont ever NEED four burgers.. whatsyerpoint? )
i got me another big ol' white king sized MICROFIBER blanket.. daaaaaaaaaaayum those babies are nice.. cozy.. light and warm... LOVE THAT! 19 bucks.. oh yeah...
i have this wierd obsession..(fine ! i have ALOT of obsessions... leaves..ivy.. pears.. palm trees.. hmmmmmm god.. i AM wierd...:-( ...... yikes!)
where was i? oh.. obsession... i tend to CHANGE FURNITURE AND HOME DECOR on an almost DAILY basis... never happy... move this.. change that... paint walls... paint over... put up curtains.. take down curtains... move the pictures here dear...;-( ...move that mirror now..
can you move the cable cords so i can move the TV AGAIN???
*sigh*.. you get the picture... its SICK... i dont know why i do it... but i am sure it drives my family nuts... (because i enlist them to HELP duh!)
where was this going??? oh.. yeah.. the blanket... i bought ONE one day.. daughter picked up ANOTHER for me a couple days later.... and honeymoon bought the THIRD one..
now i LOVE the blankets.... and the concept is that i dont want to NOT have one when the kiddos ruin it...but in PRACTICE it is that i am obsessed with NOT RUNNING OUT ...
i have done that with food all my life i think... i eat IN CASE there isnt more when i want it..(stupid..really) .. i recall dad making bread .. rolls... and always almost FORCING us to eat more than we wanted..(in a nice manner.. of course) and mom buying us chips (lays bbq ) pepsi and m&m's when she had extra moola..or we would take BOTTLES back to get the return money,,, then the treatfest began..*L*
now days... if i find a shirt i like... i buy THREE or pillows? three or four extra..glasses or dishes? must get extra...
find a decor item i like? get EVERYTHING in that motif...odd... i am really really odd..
i have found tho... doing low carb... i dont eat everything and add more to it ... i dont keep "looking" for something to cram into my mouth even when i am CLEARLY not hungry...
unless i am hugely stressed..(or at least in MY mind..hugely stressed) then i find i do feel like cramming crap in my mouth i CLEARLY dont want..or need...
but now... i keep that stuff LOW CARB... and it doesnt seem such a bad thing..
one can only eat so many salads.*L*...