(taken oct 30th 2004 )


i looked at this picture that i took last saturday on my cell phone... and i saw ME... wierd... i have looked at pictures for several years now that bear NO resemblance to what i percieved I looked like...
funny... its something my mom used to say when she got into her 70's.."kimmy kel.. who IS that old woman in the mirror looking back at me?? "
something i heard over and over and OVER again... well.... when she died three years ago i found i found myself looking in the mirror and seeing someone who i didnt recognize..
now dont get me wrong...I DONT expect to look the same at 52 that i did at say 26... but i DIDNT expect to NOT recognize ME anymore either,,
thanks to low carbing...(oh fine.. and probably getting the GRIEVING out of my system) i am starting to get back the old me... the one that smiles alot... who likes to laugh... the one that USED to be called "smiley" when i was younger,.....
low carbing is more than a way of EATING for me,.. its a TOOL by which i can make my life into what I want it to be...