lowcarbeating: December 2004

my home road... day before yesterday... got snow today though...

taken today dec 30 2004

todays pic dec 30 2004

sebastian when he found the POWER out.. no shrek.

john... anthony hopkins..movie set

johnny hollywood and anthony hopkins on set

*L* johnny hollywood..:-)

john with an awesome shot on movie set

nephew on set of movie

john and anthony hopkins

pretty nice picture of nephew with anthony hopkins... i see him producing movies now... but i still see john as the 10 year old always with microphone or camera in your face..*L*.. talk about living your dream...how many of us actually DO that?

moon

i came across this picture of my husband ... it was taken about 9 years before i met him...
i wonder what he sees when he looks at ME after 26 years of knowing him... being married for 25 years...
its odd.. when i look at pictures of him NOW , i dont really see the PERSON i see when I LOOK at him..
i see the pretty brown eyes... i see the dimples... but i dont see the YEARS... until i look at a picture...
i remember telling him when i met him that i wanted him to get his DADs silver hair.. (he had dark brown hair then) he laughed at me.. NOW he HAS his dads silver hair...
but i dont usually see it...
when i look at him.. i see the same man i married 25 years ago...
i hope he sees ME that way..

honeymoon when he was 22... i met him when he was 31..

kage.. my grandson in alaska

my boys (grandsons)

daughter #1 and her baby boy..

daughter #2 and my grandson ..auntie v loves the boy!

dec 26 2004 no makeup couch potato seahawk football sunday!

distracted

i havent posted an actual POST in here in quite a while again... getting distracted with life in general i guess... but yall can read what i DO post in my low carb journal here:

http://www.lowcarbeating.com/bb/showthread.php?p=129114#post129114

i manage to post THERE almost daily..

so honeymoon got approved for disability... which i suppose is a good thing... but still ...it sounds so FINAL.. disabled.. yikes...
i still think of him as bigger than life.. a superhero who can do ANYTHING.. smart.. fun.. a mechanic GOD ...and the best friend i have had in 26 years..
when i met him i felt like i had known him forever after just one short date.. well what might be called a date... i guess i am just not DATE material..*L*
its hard to see things that he used to do SO effortlessly become hard...its hard to watch him tire so easily...
but.. i am the queen of denial... and so i go about MOST of my days in a delusional state of bliss... thinking that NOTHING will ever change..

im fine with that... *L*

heading toward a YEAR of low carbing in january...
whoa... whats THAT all about? kim actually setting a goal and MEETING it? huh UH.. no way..
yeah well... NEWS FLASH.. i dont think i will stop low carbing NEXT year either..
it makes me feel good... it makes me feel in control... and if there is ONE thing kimberly is ALL ABOUT..its CONTROL..*L*

i will have to stop writing now... later gang... seems KEITH URBAN is on... dear god in heaven... *L*

summer... cant wait! my grandson this past summer..

i cant wait for summer..or spring..or ANYtime that involves warmth and sunshine... this winter is getting old...

dec 21 2004

moon and the boys

why cant ALL women be blessed with a man that loves his family... i know i take it for granted... i have had the OTHER kind of man.. the one that walks out on a wife and two young children and a baby...
thank god i figured out that we deserved better ... i might have always thought men were no good...
they arent...
just certain ones...